Unfortunately I am one of those people who was attracted to the light and to some extent got burned, but not totally burned. i just have to back up just a little to get my composure back. I'd like to think I evolve as a "writer" with my every post. Sometimes I get disappointed seeing my post don't get enough votes. Most of the time I get discouraged when my post doesn't earn much or doesn't earn at all. I must have written "trash" as you put it.
I'm trying to keep a positive perspective here and with people like you spending time commenting on posts like mine is a reward in itself. I sure would love to get some profit on this post, but hey, you can't win them all. But know that I really appreciate your efforts spending some of your time on my post and sharing your thoughts. Thanks!
At least steemit can become a censorship-free platform in the future :) Not many people appreciate that but it is important. Good luck!