It is okay I guess to have some pain, I can manage because of the time I had it but during these past months I can still walk but recently I ought to use the wheelchair to get to the bathroom from my room and vise versa. Now I can't seem to lift my feet because of my aching hip joint and especially my feet joints and it is hard to step on them and walk.
I don't know what agony that I will be subjected to if I am not taking my medicine but taking my medicine for my hyperparathyroid gives its own share of misery to me by giving me a nausea and this nasty sensation in my mouth. Now I feel that my condition had worsened still despite my efforts to alleviate my dire situation from what ails me and the people around me are not cooperating are even contributing to my demise.
Yes if I were not religious I could had been killed myself a long time ago but I actually accidentally poisoned myself with some barbiturates because of my search to cure my insomnia. Too good, or maybe bad that we already had a car we could use right away and my parents were able to rush me to the hospital and I was revived after dialysis cleaned my blood away from the cause of my accidental overdose.
I won't kill myself, I just want God himself to take away my life but I am just afraid, upset, worried, frustrated, and angry about my condition because most of the things around me doesn't favor what I want and it is not good to live this life like that you feel you are imprisoned and continuously battered with physical punishment.
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I can only buy imagine the pain you are on and I pray God's peace and healing comes quickly upon you.
this is a very difficult time for your body conditon.you always fell sufferings very pain your body. i am understand your health matter. i pray to god always very soon your health condition be good. be patient and keep faith to god.thank u very much for ur good post sharing.. @cryptopie
Use wheelchair @cryptopie untill you feel that you can walk properly..And take care of your health ,medicine .I always pray for you.may GOD give you health.How long you have this disease ?
upvote and resteemit done dear..
keep it on
its very bad news
i hope you are well soon
Get well soon @cryptopie.wishing you good luck for your good health☺
stay strong, @cyrptopie. there is light at the end of the tunnel.
My prayers for you shall keep you moving....No evil shall befall you all your enenies shall be put to shame in jesus name Amen....God will save you @cryptopie
My friend ,i can feel your pain and agony but i liked the fact that you are religious,just keep the hope high .
Sorry dear.. I just can't imagine the pains you are passing through. I pray God heals you dear
My prayers is always with you my friend.... Happy Valentine's day
i hope u r well soon,,,,,