hey man just know you are not alone and if you are paralyzed by depression and anxiety there is no reason to go untreated.. and im not talking about taking brain altering ssri's or antidepressants even though that may be what works for you but there are baby steps you can take to improve everything about the way you currently feel. Do you mind me asking if you currently smoke alot of weed?
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Not at all. I did. But i quit last year. Since then my issues have dulled slightly . But so has my abilty to escape and be happy. I use to smoke to deal with the pain of my nf type 1 - which is a genetic disorder. Now I just suffer. I use to be self employed so I never had to worry about drug tests, but after loosing my business, I know every good job does them
Yeah dude it really does seem you have had a tough run so far. I know once you start working again and exhausting yourself mentally and physically in a good way you will feel much better but I still feel like you should talk to a physician about some relief because no one needs to suffer or feel trapped life is too short and precious. Remember when you go to talk to a doctor you don't have to act on there recommendation but what could it hurt hearing what is out there for you. Best of luck buddy and I hope you feel better soon.
Thanks for the advice. Sadly because of my disorder I have a weak liver. Any type of pain medication make me sick. One time when I broke my shoulder they gave me morphine by iv and only like one tenth my dose and I blacked out so they stopped. Weed was the only thing that didnt make me ill.