Do not be think like. You know that we all will leave this world some soon and some later. When we think that we meet with God after death what is beautiful than that ?? I just think like that
Every soul will taste death, and you will only be given your [full] compensation on the Day of Resurrection. So he who is drawn away from the Fire and admitted to Paradise has attained [his desire]. And what is the life of this world except the enjoyment of delusion.
"On the Day of Resurrection, when people who have suffered affliction are given their reward, those who are healthy will wish their skins had been cut to pieces with scissors when they were in the world."
God will give rewards us Heaven Soon! so why do we have fear??