Chaos and order are mutually dependent; their meanings emerge through opposition.
It appears to me that both are expressed in the fundamental patterns of universal nature; From the tension between chaos and order, progressive evolution occurs; that is, the accumulation of increasingly complex and sophisticated patterns, processes and structures.
As to how one would describe the thing or force from which chaos and order are emitted, I don't think it's possible in any exact sense. One can only point towards it.
The Tao that can be told is not the eternal Tao;
The name that can be named is not the eternal name.
I don't bother so much with the understand, I just focus on having faith in something. Myself, source consciousness, love, you know the things that cancel out their opposites :)
I probably agree, but I think it's impossible to know because faith is such a personal experience and words fall so short.