@fieryfootprints, I don't know you, but let me tell you this. Life starts at the end of your comfort zone. 100 meters might be a lot to you, but once you have explored that, you start to get a hunger towards expanding your comfort zone and to seek out the joy life has to offer. I usually always try to find the border and limits of my own expectations, of course, I have set up many limits and barriers for myself that I need to overcome. This is the introvert part of me, while I can be very extrovert as well, and perhaps sometimes even both at the same time.
Once you realize you should've done the things you'd like to do sooner, do not regret, but start doing more to keep up the pace. The screen-world is temporary, while it gives you the opportunity to create chances in life a lot easier. Just get out there and fuck what people think. I usually was afraid that people didn't like me, maybe that's why I was being nice -all- the fucking time. Now I am more afraid that I do not like people, so I try to not judge anyone by its cover or behavior.
On the last day of my stay, I actually gave all my food away to a hobo. Socially rejected by society, in search of thrown away food and plastic empty bottles that he could sell for 0.10 cents each. While giving something doesn't always mean a lot in materialistic ways. I spend an hour with him and chatted about his life and what he does now to keep on fighting. He just lives his life every day and accepts that everything will come and go. Picture you being him. What would you do?
Cheers,
concern about distance was the thing of past. Now I don't think that any distance will stop me. It is true that stepping out of comfort zone is important. during celebration of 2018 I decided to do just that. For the first time in my life I went into a nightclub. Alone. Without any friends. I wanted to have fun without alcohol so I didn't drink at all. It was super awkward but at the same time I really enjoyed the night. Dancing as well. but more so my journey towards the club and later wandering through the city in the middle of the night.