Ketamine Dream
There is a clear distinction between the side effects of the s+, racemic, and r- isomers of Ketamine. To the drug connoisseur and someone who has consumed copious amounts of Ketamine, Psy must warn you that the state of mind is quite different and uncomfortable if you ingest the crystals marked in red. The trip is quite confusing and uncomfortable.
The shards to the left are very enjoyable.
Though Psy have no idea which crystal is which isomer... Psy do know what they look like. There is an ongoing debate regarding this subject which can be found debated on sites like http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/447697-Ketamine-Subthread-Isomers-R-and-S-Ketamine/page6
Be mindful that Ketamine is highly addictive both physically and mentally. It is referred to as psychedelic heroin and has been known to be incredibly enlightening. There is a strange metaphysicality associated with this dissociative state of consciousness.
Ketamine was designed as an anesthetic, to aid in the veterinarian field. Psy can remember one of his friends stealing a case of liquid ketamine from the local veterinarian. Teenagers.
Psy was a novice crooked chemist as the time, though new a simple prompted speedy evaporation would leave the crystals behind.
1mg per kilogram will certainly bring along the Ketatonic state - though mildly. Psy found myself in a dark and exploratory prolonged space many years ago where self prescribing heroic dosages of psychedelic and dissociative substances was something of a study, a test of psychosis in the depths of hermeticism and isolation.
Psy had figured out how to escape reality.. and merge with illusion along the interface of experience, behind closed eyelids. These heroic doses of ketamine eventually weighed upwards of the 500-750mg range as the tolerance grew.
The doses were never intravenous, that would be too dangerous alone. The consumption lasted years.
The thirst for more of this disassociative, contemplative and educational state was hard to fight off. Psy found myself craving more and more of this dark energy, of this secret... Because that is what it is.
This peculiar chemical molecule when crushed up finally and introduced to the bloodstream allows the subject to comprehend space time and its complexity in a inter dimensional way. Ketamine has by far contributed to my overall perspective.
It has given tremendous insight into the schematics of the fractal, and how the energy of spirit flows through it.
Ketamine is the polar opposite experience of DMT and can be terrifying. A Ketamine trip starts off here, in the now.. in the life you are about to lose.. as the trip slowly and mathematically pulls you into its center.. death... Where as DMT starts you off in this blessed place... and floats you gently back to where the Keta-reaper takes control of your soul and shows you its dimension.
It is not gentle. It will let you know that you've stepped into its realm and you'll be dealt with.
Psy suggest you avoid it.
Beautiful. I enjoyed the sound word journey here :)
You raise a good point about the importance of perceptions, I think I owe many of my thanks to Ketamine and the hands it shakes within my brain which leave me with ever better overview on life in all levels. I couldn't be without it. Not because of a chemical addiction, but because of the friendly assistance it provide my mind.
One thing about tolerance though, it is almost certainly a state of mind with K. With enough practice you can hit the ultimate states on the minimal doses.
I currently wonder how many experiences are projected outwards too. You mention eyes closed, can you also project visuals outwards? I do this rather well, but am yet to learn what that means and how many others do that. Most I know will close their eyes.
Magic it most certainly is ;)
Hats off for an interesting post :D