If you want to try the game out (be careful): https://magic-dice.com/?ref=enjoyinglife ; By the way, I know I'm an idiot. Don't worry. It's just sometimes, knowing you are an idiot doesn't help at all!
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Totally know where you are coming from. (Former) sports gambler/addict here. I still bet a couple of ££ here and there, but not like before where it was £££-££££. It was quite bad, but had a self realisation when I lost 1k over a horse bet, which was literally done in seconds. It hit home that the amount I just lost was a month's salary in my first ever job (bar tending) I had. I remembered how much work and the hours I put into that job every month to get just 1K and then to lose that amount a couple years later over a bet was a blessing in disguise as they say.
Wouldn't go near Magic Dice, it's a chance computer generated game. Sorry for your loss - 3k is like $600 now, so I really know that feeling of losing that kind of money. Stay positive and take it as a life lesson. We're here for you 😊🙏
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Thank you so much for your well put comment. I'm glad you fully understand me, so I think I don't need to say anything else.
Likewise, this is not my first loss in betting but I hope this is gonna be that slap that's gonna force me not to let emotions control me, ever.
On the other hand, so many good things came out of this loss that I can't even describe it to you. Literally, I'm a new person when opposed to who i was last night.
It feels fucking good. Will continue to build in this way and rhythm. Let's focus on the positive and beauty of life :)
let the past be past and embrace it for the invaluable experience it gives us. Everything is exactly how it must be.
Peace
Well as long as you learnt from your mistakes and moved onto building something you want to be then that's brilliant 😊
All the best with your new journey and becoming the new you (version 2.0) 👍
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sending you so much love today brother
Thank you so much brother, you are like a guardian angel to me :)
Just so you know, I found a job first thing in the morning, fast for the whole day... and did yoga, fell into walking meditation later and continued meditating. I'm still in it.
I reconnected to my spirit and actually got tears of joy... I needed this bro, to remind myself about many things I forgot about. After first second of disconnecting from the intellect tears appeared... nothing else mattered anymore, everything made perfect sense
I'm grateful for this experience. I know everything is exactly how it must be and it happened for a reason.
This gave me so much strength brother, I can only see myself going up from here. Day by day. This gave me the life slap I needed to receive. Oh man, I'm soooo grateful <3
I do have 2600 STEEM less, but how do I fell opposed to last night, it's not easy to describe. Wrote you all of this cause I know you will feel it.
Thank you so so much for your realness. I appreciate it so much. Love you a lot :)
Fuck it bro, at least steem is currently priced at 0.2 dollars so you'll be able to acumulate faster then ever...
I mean you'll work for 10 days and you'll be able to get it back :D
I think all of this happened for a reason, at least that's how I'm portraying it in my head - to make myself motivated to make more fiat than ever and while crypto falls even further I will have the fiat just at the right moment
Let's see :D shall we
It is a fun instant game. YOU CAN WIN X2-X118 !!! :) OR LOSE
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The rules of the game are very simple.
There are only 9 cells: 4 of them are winning, 5 - losing. Open the cells one by one.
Success find ×4 Clover - ×118.189
Success find ×3 Clover - ×18.900
Success find ×2 Clover - ×5.500
Success find ×1 Clover - ×2.025
Any time you find ×1 Bomb - Game Over
oh man :( That vicious circle sometimes gets you but I believe you'll learn from it.
Good luck with the work and with bouncing up! Peace out!
Maaaan WTF... I am sorry you got trapped in it and you lost so much. Well, yeah, just like you said, gambling can be dangerous. Hope you will recover soon from that. Best wishes from Barcelona
I know bro, I know. Thank you for the honest hopes and just so you know I'm recovering great!
wow brother. Thank you for the opportunity to learn from anothers mistakes. You'll get back on top in no time. best of luck man..
Will do :) thank you for stopping by!
Dayum even at these steem prices it is still hard to earn steem @enjoyinglife
But life is about learning and that is a lesson for you and us all.
True. Experience comes before everything :)
You'll be alright, I almost tried it tonight but haven't yet. If I decide to play I'll use your referral link. Merry Christmas. 🎄⛄
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Oh my!!!!!!!!!! I almost got on it as I saw @theycallmedan kinda on that thing lol! lolol Good I was kinda scared of gambling as I knew I could get so addicted 'I'm a natural born gambler like yourself !'. Thanks for the warning!! lololol and sorry to hear you didn't do well with that.
**I was actually hoping you will say something at the end of the video like, 'psych!' but uh oh! It really happened! Sorry to hear and keep being positive on the 2 shift working! <3
Yeah... Don't fucking visit that page :) at least not yet... the STEEM is to valuable to gamble with
Thanks for being here :) will do! Positivity all the way... no place for being negative, this happened so something bigger can happen afterwards, I know it!
Thanks for the reminder, I really appreciate you :) <3
Hope it gets better man. I've done stupid things like that as well. I was physically shaking when I lost a few grand nearly a year ago.
I look at it as a life lesson. In the action itself will propel to greater things in the future
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I'm better already bro. Shit does happen... it makes no sense to look backwards for too long, rather take it as experience and not let emotions take control of me next time!
Both me and you are aware how hard it is when adrenaline goes up and emotions are to strong to bear with... well next time its not gonna happen :P
And now I'll accumulate a lot of fiat and crypto will fall for me to buy shitload more :) Hehe
Thanks for stopping by!!!
no words man. just sucks.
but you have the talent to make that back plus the hustle mentality.
crush it dude. hell steem is cheap as shit right now ;) that’s a few days of work to get it back. but the time invested sucks for sure.
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Sucks yeah but it's life-changing at the same time :) depends how you play afterwards... currently I feel amazing :) so I think I'm good
You think I got the skills to pay the bills? Lol, thanks! Means a lot that you have faith in me :D
STEEM is cheap indeed. Lets hope it will go even lower before it backfires so we can accumulate more :) and so I can forget about this fucking shitty loss. LOL
Damn man! You really like shooting yourself in the foot.
Yeeaaah :D I like to hit in the wall a lot. With my head. And other body parts
But on the contrary, this actually changed me life. and motivated me in so many other things, I can only see myself growing from here and building... Like Bob :)
Thank so much for stopping by! I'm looking forward to chilling with you and @ocupation wednesday if you guys will be able to make it.
Yep, there is no other way but to fail forward! Glad you didn't let it get to you and actually got something positive out of it.
Sure, when?
4600 kunas.
I'm back from my college around 4 PM
Everybody makes mistakes I hope you feel well soon :)
You are absolutely right. I do feel a lot better already :)
Fuck man.
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hehe, fuck is a phenomenal word! By the way we still didn't record that collab ;)
You online brother?Wanna do it right now?
Damn man! I’ll warn people too about this.
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Thanks bro! Do it. That shitty game doesn't deserve to be played. 15 times in a row I was wrong, really? Fuck this XD
Jk but not kidding on the other hand... people should be warned about this. To not let their emotions control them
Peace.
Let me give you some mama hugs since I am a mom. I know it is painful yet nothing could be done to reverse the loss. Only wake up and move on in a wiser and better way.
My dad was a gambler. We from family when gambling was a norm during Chinese New Year. We play mahjong. Poker. Big and small. Like those you had seen in TV - Hong Kong show. And gambling had their way to suck you in for more. Even in the beginning you had won quite a sum, it would never be enough, like a voice luring you to go deeper and when you were there, you got trapped then suddenly you become unsound then you lost. My father said so.
So he set a role model for us to never get into gamble. You want money, you work. You want easy money, you must have more to take risk.
I know you are feeling better by the time I typed this. Reading from other comments you have posted above.
And I am so so so so proud of you for hanging on the positive vibes and move on and create your life. Really... I am so proud of you. Like so proud of son. Haha. That sort of feeling.
High-5 to you and I pray for windows of blessing to open right above you and pour unto you blessings overflowing as you steer in a positive direction.
❤️
P/S: you are one super courageous dude to be willing to share this on the blockchain. You have my honor. Cheers🍻
hey , it's so sad, i can't understand how do you feel !! , wow :) just stay cool,wish you luck yeah !
Yeah it is :) but is past now. I'm living in the present :) thanks for the kind wishes!
@enjoyinglife, I cross my fingers for you! I wish you manage somehow the situation ... and I wish you overcome somehow this unpleasant situation.
Thank you brother, it means a lot. I am managing already, don't worry :) thanks so much for being an empath!
Did you lost your mind buddy, I mean who the fucking person gamble with 3000 Steem are you mad? . You know I converted 10 Steem into 30 Steem by winning and then I loose the 10 Steem along with the profit of 20 Steem and then I stopped for a while. So didnt you realise after loosing 500 Steem? that you should stopped now I mean you can stopped playing after loosing 1k Steem.
Sorry if I became rude, but loosing 3k Steem is very serious matter 😞😞.
Buddy that's game is running on kind of algorithms you think that you are winning but they are trapping you in your every move.
It's really very sad to hear that you loose 3k Steem, I will try to do my possible help :)
Have a great day buddy :)
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Damn! To think that I just signed up today.
I lost all my BTC at a time in a similar betting game at freebitco.in and had to move on abandoning the platform.
Hope you take advantage of the current situation of Steem and earn more to recover.
Sorry buddy!
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The house always wins, unless it's poker you are playing.
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Hey brother! I'm not gonna say don't be upset! You should be! So that the danger sensor become active 24/24h
I'm playing this game but with a very low beta( i know that hight bet gives higher wins) but fuck that shit!
By reading throughout your replies i can see you're welling to play again lol but you will play carefully!
hi @enjoyinglife !
I'm very sorry to hear that from you ! Besides, it's because of this post that I'm discovering your account today (and so I followed you;) ! I gamble a bit too on this Dapp and almost lost everything I had (hopefully, not so much, but still..) so I totally understand how you could feel after, and even now ! I send your force and courage dear, for this event and for your new work !
See you soon and Keep up the good work !!!
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