I'm sorry you feel this way towards me personally. I'm quite sure I have supported many alliance members and continue to do so.
I do try to spread my vote around and act as selfishly as possible towards the charity's and smaller accounts:
- no self-votes for months
- weekly donations
- 3000 SP out on loan for free (which I pay for monthly)
- weekly prizes out of my own pocket
I live on a shoestring trying to do what I can for this place, and take to heart remarks regarding lack of support towards others.