I'm in the same boat! I've spent my whole life striving to fill the void, avoiding the stagnancy that complacency brings, yet all the while, working towards the very stability and peace that I was so afraid of. When I was suffering, I was evolving. I was distracted by my dreams. Now that I'm living the dream (basically just living a normal life with no more trauma or giant setbacks, and having a partner that doesn't that make me doubt my own worth) there's nothing steering the vehicle! I've stopped making art, I've stopped searching for more, I've stopped.. moving. Now that I've got nothing else to run from, I have no idea where I'm actually running to.
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