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Thank you for your kind words. :)

I've always had this irrational fear around writing, even though I've always known that that is what I want to do. I've been afraid of failure AND success, which is the weirdest feeling.

This waking up early thing (even though I did fail to keep up the streak on the weekend) is helping me a lot, to be more.. me, essentially.

No I totally get the fear of success AND failure. In business, I saw it often. Obviously no one wants to fail, but also they never tried as hard as they could because then if they did not succeed they could comfort themselves with the idea that they never gave it their BEST shot anyways. I can be quite tricky!