Therefore, knowing all of that, I write for my own sake.
This for sure. I also like the "If only I help one person, that will be worth it" attitude that you mention and I like to restate it for the purpose of producing content intended to influence society as "If only I influence one person, that will be worth it". My stream of writing becomes a meme, that can produce rings on the water down the line. All with the intent of adding value to peoples lives, of course.
They treat it successfully with a plant that resolves almost all of the symptoms at once while also making sure they sleep well.
That plant has most likely been on my list of things to try. Many have. However there are pretty subjective yet harshly applied laws in this country and I don't want to get in trouble for using anything for medicinal purposes. That would be the last straw.
Sleep and overall health is improving, but it's a slow, shaky and cyclical process. As long as I'm alive and well enough to get through the day, I'm content with being and can accept that fact. Things can (almost) only get better from here!
Well, I hope you do get better, and I hope you can move or find a way to try the plant as medicine. I know people who would not be alive today if they had not used it. They ignored the stupid laws against it as well. Doing that is a personal choice though as you know!