Thank you very much @Ashley4u. For once I have gotten someone who truly what it feels like . I swear your story depicts exactly how I feel. There was even moments walking by the roadside I pray silently for a car to hit me so I can die.
I still feel if I am dead my troubles will be over but then who knows what is on the other side?
I am talking with a priest here and he's invited me for tomorrow, going, stepping into a church for the first time tomorrow.
Are you a Nigerian too?
Oh brother , that's good , everything will be better soon , I know ,I will be praying for you too okay , God bless you , I'm an Indian 😊
God bless you too. Thanks.