I was drawn to your post when I saw something about Romania... turns out you're a tattoo artist, too. So damn cool... (I am trying to decide if I want another tattoo or not)
However, it's not about that. I was moved by your pain and as an older woman I just wanted to say: Let go of it! It's OK to have a good cry, it's OK to acknowledge the trauma, but put it behind you. You have a pretty awesome life and few people are tough enough to follow their dreams. Look to the future, not to the past, and good luck with your new job!
Hi there! Well it is said that tattoos are like Pringles, you can never get just one.
The pain I feel is connected to so many unanswered questions I still have. I cried, I still have days when I cry about it, wondering about some things. This is why I started therapy, with the hope that it will help me understand why I still linger and to understand my feelings. I tried a lot to forget and in some days I was pretty successful. But I carried memories of this person with me wherever I went. I don't know why. But the moment I had in the taxi , crying without being able to control myself, made me realize I can't heal alone or push through this heartbreak on my own and that I need help. So I will just pursue therapy in hopes that it will bring understanding. It is all I can do. Thank you for your advices and encouragements, I do realize that I had to be so strong to go through so much on my own yet I feel I would have needed a lot of the times a shoulder to cry on to, something I rarely had...
Have a great day and put sunscreen on those tattooes as summer is coming 🤗