You wake up in the morning and set a schedule for yourself for what you will do in your day .. you find yourself excited to do a lot and imagine the fun you will find in your day when you get your work done.. then you make a delicious breakfast for yourself and sit outside to see the beautiful morning and enjoy some peace before the start of the noise of the street and the carriages.
Then, you travel with your imagination away.. at that point that has always stopped your thinking and made you confused about it.. you take a long breath and sigh with sigh because this particular thing requires you a lot of effort and striving to get
You come back to reality and find that your breakfast has become as cold as your dreams that froze in your mind.. you force yourself to eat it in order to satisfy your hunger and find that you have lost the passion to complete your day and then You come back to lie on your bed and look at your phone only without having the appetite to do anything
This is how I spend my days in this period of time😞😞
@lynds
I love you Nour. You have the strength to get through this.
I really love you too sister .. thank you for your trust ❤️
I'm not a lady 😅 but I'll reply anyway 😁 I found your post in The terminal!
I think all of us have periods like this and we don't realise how much time we spend in this places, I have been through many ups and downs during this period, the Covid and all that came with it definitely has a big influence on ourselves and the mind starts to tell us things that we should not listen to, the problem is that not only we do listen to them, we actually believe them and we then become our own enemies...
I do hope you'll be able to get out of this dark moment and get better! My best wishes for you!
I'll drop you an advice that seems to work with me when I have bad days, get yourself busy doing something that you like, if you cannot find something that you like then you know what to do 😁
Keep looking, you'll eventually find what you are looking for, but start visualising what you want and slowly work towards it!
Good luck with everything!
You can get through this!
How many more days?
I once read that darkness exists to show us the bright side of things, the hope and strength we must rely on. I don't know what you've been through but I can taste and understand how bitter dark times can be. I wish you the best and I'm sure you will get through it. Best regards ✨