Hope you'll find some fun in my madness, and hopefully I'll find some fun in it as well, when I'm finished. In the meantime, the fact that I'm doing this at all is a testament to how weak and pathetic I am. None of our forefather acted out like this. I'm simply a shame to those around me.
I should be the one who passes, but as I said elsewhere, that would be too easy. This is not how a man (or frankly, a normal human adult) thinks. What in the hell is wrong with me yet again... I know what is, and it's pathetic.
I'm not as a good of a person as I may seem here on threads. People can be good in one place and terrible at another. It's okay to live, even if you feel you don't deserve to.
There's at least one person who will be sad if you're not there anymore...
How can my family possibly be proud knowing that this is what they raised? All their intensive efforts to create a functional human being have been reduced to this total waste. And the sad thing is that they might even blame themselves to any degree when the truth is that it's all me. While I seek to improve, I hope that my failures as a human being, as a son, and as a man will not reflect on them.
Let those who read this laugh, not pity me, because I deserve no pity. I let myself out of my own control, like a child who does not know any better. Even in my normal state, I do not behave like a man. This is not to be pitied or sympathized or empathized. I do not deserve that. I deserve the pain of consequences until I change my ways. A LOT of pain.
Men did what they were supposed to do without a second thought. It comes naturally to them. Not to a moron like me. What kind of a piece of 💩 am I to not be able to do the same? I have gone so wrong, so bad. What a waste of a life.
Maybe someday I'll be a man, but it'll most certainly involve me never doing something like this again, or even getting it into my mind that this is remotely acceptable. How sad is it that I had an entire venting threadcast inspired by my insipid moaning and whining? Can I ever even be a man having behaved like this? I doubt it, but I certainly must try by acting the right way. Even if I'm never truly a man, at least that would be the right step to take.
It IS sad, but not as pitiful as you might imagine... We all have bad days like this, (and the lucky people who don't have them, are just lucky,) I'll be happy if someone made a threadcast like this for me, that's why I did this for you.
How sad is it that I had an entire venting threadcast inspired by my insipid moaning and whining?
I shouldn't be pitied, but spit upon and laughed at until I behave the way I should. Some people can only learn this way. I can't possibly be happy that I devolved into this. I've burdened you enough. I shouldn't be responding back to your original threadcast, but rather to myself. Sorry to you, and sorry to everyone else. And most importantly, to those close to me. Something I must show through action.
That's right, beat yourself up harder, you moron. That'll solve all your problems. Hitting yourself will really do the trick, won't it? Doing that instead of productively working out how to fix yourself. What a goddamn idiot.
Maybe if you beat your own brains out to the point of permanent traumatic brain injury you'll be less of a burden than someone who's self aware enough to continue doing the damage you're doing. Or, instead, you could act like a man and solve your problems that you create! Stupid little child, little boy.
Stop looking at your replies for attention, you attention-seeking little crap. Nobody cares nor should should care to give you the time of day, or even a fleeting moment's thought. Go away. You're unliked and unwanted.
Who are you to ever criticize anyone when you're such a complete disaster? I revert all of my negative criticism towards others. It is invalid. Only rational, grown adults should have their criticisms validated.
Once I grow up and change myself into an actual man, then my new thoughts might be valid. Assuming that actually happens.
Apologize to your family, not seeking their forgiveness, but rather to ensure that they are at peace. You deserve no peace of mind for what you've done to them. Your rights to peaceful living should be permanently revoked. Give it to your family instead, the ones who actually deserve it, and from whom you've taken so much, too much, you disgusting leech.
Shut yourself up already. Nobody cares. Go do something useful. Get off of Threads. Quit this and go help where you're needed. Why do you have to be told to do this? Even non-human animals have a natural instinct. Are you that utterly stupid? What a broken little chump. It's laughable that I ever, for a single fraction of a second, could've thought of myself as a man.
Especially acting out like I am now. Men don't do this.
Even so I believe I have wronged you. I will not forgive the multitude of transgressions. It was not one mistake, but an accumulation over time. There's a point at which no amount of love is enough, especially from a stranger. I should finish and close myself off from this account, if I had the least bit of decency. I don't think I do.
Even so I believe I have wronged you. I will not forgive the multitude of transgressions.
I count noting against you and will never.. ☺️☺️☺️..
Let those that wants to count wrongs keep on counting, they have time for that. Bravo to them... But for me, the time I will use for that, I better convert it to something useful for my life and future.
Those who keep peoples act in my are holding themselves too, so I better let go so that I can concentrate because even to the worst or most bad person has a bit of good in him or her..
Remember that no person was born bad or evil, there was a time in that persons life that he was good, but on thing or the other made him change his or her character or behavior towards things..
But I wonder why you are sounding this way today 🤔🤔.
I think I'm okay these days, but I've had days where I think like this a lot. I won't claim I understand what @freecompliments is going through right now, but I've think like that sometimes, and I'm okay now:
I would normally comment how it's ok, but I'd be a hypocrite for doing so. Worth ignoring and laughing instead. Nothing I've said has been of value or truth since it's clearly not working. I hope I haven't hurt too many people in the process. I know some have been hurt. I can't forgive that fact.
I can't wait to view this from Snaps, where I'll actually be able to see the whole thread, and wouldn't have had to wait 30 seconds for what I typed to show on the screen.
I hate Service Now.
"Service" can mean many things, though...
Service Now is a workflow management platform
😆
Our organization suddenly halted the process of acquiring it after spending tens of millions looking into it for years LOL
oh wow
hopefully they migrate to a better system!
haha I guess time will tell
Hope you'll find some fun in my madness, and hopefully I'll find some fun in it as well, when I'm finished. In the meantime, the fact that I'm doing this at all is a testament to how weak and pathetic I am. None of our forefather acted out like this. I'm simply a shame to those around me.
Me too, man... Sometimes I feel like a burden to my family. Not today, but sometimes...
You are loved
And you deserve to be loved
If I am, maybe you are too. Don't worry, it'll pass.
I should be the one who passes, but as I said elsewhere, that would be too easy. This is not how a man (or frankly, a normal human adult) thinks. What in the hell is wrong with me yet again... I know what is, and it's pathetic.
I'm not as a good of a person as I may seem here on threads. People can be good in one place and terrible at another. It's okay to live, even if you feel you don't deserve to.
There's at least one person who will be sad if you're not there anymore...
How can my family possibly be proud knowing that this is what they raised? All their intensive efforts to create a functional human being have been reduced to this total waste. And the sad thing is that they might even blame themselves to any degree when the truth is that it's all me. While I seek to improve, I hope that my failures as a human being, as a son, and as a man will not reflect on them.
Let those who read this laugh, not pity me, because I deserve no pity. I let myself out of my own control, like a child who does not know any better. Even in my normal state, I do not behave like a man. This is not to be pitied or sympathized or empathized. I do not deserve that. I deserve the pain of consequences until I change my ways. A LOT of pain.
Men did what they were supposed to do without a second thought. It comes naturally to them. Not to a moron like me. What kind of a piece of 💩 am I to not be able to do the same? I have gone so wrong, so bad. What a waste of a life.
Maybe someday I'll be a man, but it'll most certainly involve me never doing something like this again, or even getting it into my mind that this is remotely acceptable. How sad is it that I had an entire venting threadcast inspired by my insipid moaning and whining? Can I ever even be a man having behaved like this? I doubt it, but I certainly must try by acting the right way. Even if I'm never truly a man, at least that would be the right step to take.
It IS sad, but not as pitiful as you might imagine... We all have bad days like this, (and the lucky people who don't have them, are just lucky,) I'll be happy if someone made a threadcast like this for me, that's why I did this for you.
I shouldn't be pitied, but spit upon and laughed at until I behave the way I should. Some people can only learn this way. I can't possibly be happy that I devolved into this. I've burdened you enough. I shouldn't be responding back to your original threadcast, but rather to myself. Sorry to you, and sorry to everyone else. And most importantly, to those close to me. Something I must show through action.
That's right, beat yourself up harder, you moron. That'll solve all your problems. Hitting yourself will really do the trick, won't it? Doing that instead of productively working out how to fix yourself. What a goddamn idiot.
Maybe if you beat your own brains out to the point of permanent traumatic brain injury you'll be less of a burden than someone who's self aware enough to continue doing the damage you're doing. Or, instead, you could act like a man and solve your problems that you create! Stupid little child, little boy.
What a weakling. Become stronger, you little freak. You're not a man. Man up.
Stop looking at your replies for attention, you attention-seeking little crap. Nobody cares nor should should care to give you the time of day, or even a fleeting moment's thought. Go away. You're unliked and unwanted.
Who are you to ever criticize anyone when you're such a complete disaster? I revert all of my negative criticism towards others. It is invalid. Only rational, grown adults should have their criticisms validated.
Once I grow up and change myself into an actual man, then my new thoughts might be valid. Assuming that actually happens.
Apologize to your family, not seeking their forgiveness, but rather to ensure that they are at peace. You deserve no peace of mind for what you've done to them. Your rights to peaceful living should be permanently revoked. Give it to your family instead, the ones who actually deserve it, and from whom you've taken so much, too much, you disgusting leech.
Shut yourself up already. Nobody cares. Go do something useful. Get off of Threads. Quit this and go help where you're needed. Why do you have to be told to do this? Even non-human animals have a natural instinct. Are you that utterly stupid? What a broken little chump. It's laughable that I ever, for a single fraction of a second, could've thought of myself as a man.
Especially acting out like I am now. Men don't do this.
When ever am angry, this is my look, so I learn to walk away in most occasions or keep silent.
You are a smart man, and a true man.
That's how I learnt to live in this life..
!DOOK
You are respected and respectable, my friend. You deserve better than me around you. I hope I haven't made you worse off.
Smile 😊😊😊, please am not a perfect man.... As I've always said, Who am I to judge?
"Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder"
If you truly love someone, the are things you can count against him or her...
Love covers multitude of wrongs..
I hold nothing against any individual, I don't condemn so that I will not be condemn too..
I don't hate anyone but I only frown on the action and spirit behind that act.
Even so I believe I have wronged you. I will not forgive the multitude of transgressions. It was not one mistake, but an accumulation over time. There's a point at which no amount of love is enough, especially from a stranger. I should finish and close myself off from this account, if I had the least bit of decency. I don't think I do.
Hahaha! Please don't say so..
I count noting against you and will never.. ☺️☺️☺️..
Let those that wants to count wrongs keep on counting, they have time for that. Bravo to them... But for me, the time I will use for that, I better convert it to something useful for my life and future.
Those who keep peoples act in my are holding themselves too, so I better let go so that I can concentrate because even to the worst or most bad person has a bit of good in him or her..
Remember that no person was born bad or evil, there was a time in that persons life that he was good, but on thing or the other made him change his or her character or behavior towards things..
But I wonder why you are sounding this way today 🤔🤔.
!DOOK
I think I'm okay these days, but I've had days where I think like this a lot. I won't claim I understand what @freecompliments is going through right now, but I've think like that sometimes, and I'm okay now:
https://inleo.io/threads/view/freecompliments/re-leothreads-2h33yvmxf?referral=freecompliments
I would normally comment how it's ok, but I'd be a hypocrite for doing so. Worth ignoring and laughing instead. Nothing I've said has been of value or truth since it's clearly not working. I hope I haven't hurt too many people in the process. I know some have been hurt. I can't forgive that fact.
hahaha 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣..
At least this was a smart idea to contain my insanity instead of spreading and smearing this 💩 all over Threads for everyone to suffer
Fukin coalitions negotiation in the different local states makes rage and want to scream into the forest.
Hey, I feel related to that! !LOLZ
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I can't wait to view this from Snaps, where I'll actually be able to see the whole thread, and wouldn't have had to wait 30 seconds for what I typed to show on the screen.