I think it depends on the celebrity. I’m not into the most famous artists. This guy is “famous” but he’s nothing compared to the biggest names in music. I think he likes the power of being able to collaborate with who he wants (the same kind of power I want) but he doesn’t want to be obsessed over.
There are different levels of attention too. I don’t feel guilty about my behavior or thoughts cause I tried to keep them in check and respect his space.
I always try to be honest with myself, otherwise I’d be miserable and living someone else’s life.
I don’t think this story is over yet. Not sure if we will ever collaborate but I’m sure he will know who I am. Whether or not he ends up liking me is another story 🤣