How do we know what is most useful and fulfilling for us to do today? Where does asking the question "What would I like to do today" lead us into unhappiness? Would you join us in reading about this because I think this will be fantastically helpful for lifting any ongoing moods of sadness, depression, fear, anxiety and frustration based on my experience with the same?
Why Does Asking "What Would I Like To Do" Bring Unhappiness?
What I’ve learned is that I don’t exist outside of my relationships. This is an amazingly powerful idea that once I fully learn this at my heart, it allows me to ask questions which then give me the chance to be of both maximum service and maximally happy, today.
When I used to ask a bunch of selfish questions in my life, I used to experience a lot of depression, fear, anxiety, frustration, loneliness, separation and all those things we hate.
I experienced them more.
When I kept asking questions like, "What do I want to do today? How do I feel better? Why do I feel like this? What would make me happy?"
The more I asked those questions, the more I got answers that kept me in the middle of the same feelings that I was trying to escape by asking those questions in the first place.
I’d ask, "What would I like to do today?" And I’d start thinking about things that would make me feel good. You see, when I’m asking what do I want to do today, I’m not considering what the whole rest of humanity would like me to do today.
I would get answers like, "Well, maybe I should go down the liquor store, buy a handle of vodka, go home and play a bunch of poker and video games online," because I would think that is the best thing I can do to relieve the pain and feel happy today.
Now, what does the rest of the world need me to do?
Probably not any of those things.
What I would then feel the next day is an awful hangover. I’d feel useless, I’d feel all alone, and guess what I’d start asking again?
"What do I want to do today?"
"God, my head hurts. How do I feel better?"
"What can I do to get myself out of this situation?"
Then I'd think, "Well, I'll take some Advil, drink some water, play a bunch of video games and maybe I’ll feel better."
There was very little in the most unhappy times of my life of asking questions like:
What do all the rest of the people on Earth need me to do?
What would I do today that would be of greatest service to all the rest of the people on Earth?
These are the questions I ask today.
I get up and I often, by default, will start going into those "what would I like to do" questions. Now I’ve learned that those questions are complete crap. If I ask those questions, I will get answers that are also complete crap.
I realize today, it’s not that I’m a smart or wise person, I want to live. My tolerance, my ability to live by continuing to ask selfish questions, is not something that I can count on.
What would make me feel better?
If I go around asking, "What do I want to do? What would make me feel better?" Even just asking that for a few hours, I might end up taking my own life based on my own experience in the past. Now, not necessarily immediately, but I might do something stupid like take a drink, and then from there, the possibility of me taking my own life is very serious, given what I’ve seen in the past.
I’m lucky today that I don’t have the luxury, you might say, of going around asking a bunch of selfish questions because I realize that I can’t live like that anymore. It hurts too much to go around asking what do I want to do.
What I notice in people who are unhappy, they’re on this journey to discover themselves. They’re on a journey to discover what they want. The questions they ask tend to be just like these:
What would I like to do?
What would make me happy?
What would I like to create?
Where would I like to go?
What would I like to see?
What would I like to do?
What would I like to feel?
Who would I like to be?
These questions suck.
These questions produce a bunch of answers that don’t bring any happiness. They produce a bunch of answers in ignorance of what all the rest of us need.
It’s easier for me today to think about what other people need as a husband and as a father, because if I start asking what do I want to do, I realize I’m leaving out what my wife wants me to do and what my daughter wants me to do, and I know that it makes me miserable.
It’s easier when you live alone to just focus on what you want to do because you can tell yourself, "Well, it doesn’t matter. Who cares if I get drunk and play video games all day or smoke weed all day and watch TV? Who cares? It’s just me. No one cares."
But all of us do care. We are all connected on a deep telepathic level. Even if you don’t want to get into that aspect of it, we all define ourselves based on our relationships.
We don't exist alone
I would argue, suggest here, that we don’t exist alone. We don’t exist separately. If I take away all of your relationships, in fact if everyone else, but you disappears on Earth, you don’t exist anymore because you’re all there is. Everything I used to describe this body is a word with a context to others. If the others are taken away, I don’t exist anymore.
For example, I’m a husband. Being a husband implies there is a wife. That implies one part of a whole, which is a marriage. If you take away the wife, I am no longer a husband. Continue doing that process and you can literally strip this body of any relevance, of any label, and you can make anything applying to it meaningless.
That means that this body, me, I, myself, does not exist without other people. I’ll do a little deeper example. If I’m a son, a son implies having parents. If you take away both of my parents, you might say, my dad already passed on and if my mom passed on, I’d still be a son, right?
What if I forget about my parents?
What if I don’t think about my parents?
What if they’re gone?
If I don’t have any parents and I don’t think about them anymore, then I’m not a son anymore.
You could also say that I’m a father. If you take away my daughter and I don’t think about her, I’m not a father anymore.
If you go through and keep erasing all those things, there’s no me left. I am all that is.
Even something like an alcoholic, which I go, say, "I am" everyday at an Alcoholics Anonymous meeting. If there’s no one else on Earth, then the meaning of alcoholic is irrelevant. Even if I do drink, there’s no one else that doesn’t.
You see, if there’s no one to be different, if you take away all of the relationships, you take away all of the other people, anything I think I am is meaningless.
Even something like a gamer or when I play video games. That’s something I used to think of. That’s something you still could easily say that I’m a gamer, even though I haven’t played any games in three months. I’ve played 20,000 hours of video games in my life. You could easily say that I’m a gamer.
If there’s no one on Earth who’s not a gamer, then what difference does it make rather I’m a gamer or not?
Relationships define who I am
All of the things that we think we are and that we based our idea of who we are on, require a relationship. What is the most important role you play today?
For me, in order, mine is husband, father, family member, friend, alcoholic, YouTuber, podcaster, teacher, et cetera. All these roles describe this body’s relationship to the other bodies. If there are no other bodies, this body doesn’t exist anymore. It’s all there is. I have to have other people to define the relationship. To exist means to stand out. If there is nothing else, there is no way to stand out. If there are no other people, I cannot stand out as an individual.
The only way I can exist is through definition of who this body is based on other people. If you take away all my relationships, there is no me. You can’t define me without a relationship. You can’t define me as a husband without a wife. Even if it is an idea in the past. Even though I say I’m a husband today, I see no wife around me. I believe she’s across the street with her family. I see no daughter around me, and yet these are ideas I carry in my heart.
When I think about what all of my relationships need me to do, it guides me into actions that bring happiness. Because I've learned I can't directly seek happiness, I have to seek doing the right thing and being of service to all my other relationships, and then I receive happiness.
It's kind of like going to work. If you go to work and just ask them for money, they're not likely to give it to you. If you go to work and do your job, then they'll give you money. Happiness seems to be the same way. I show up and do my job, which is serving other human beings, and then I get paid in terms of happiness.
I get paid in terms of a clean conscience to fall asleep at night. I get paid in terms of waking up and being excited to start the day. I get paid like today I get to go to EPCA with my wife, daughter and in laws. I get paid in terms of happy things to do.
If I show up and do my work for other human beings, other human beings love me. I show up every day here and I have the feeling you love me. I get that feeling because I love you. I give what I want to get. I want you to love me, so I love you. I give you the best of what helps me today. I've spent a lot of my days in my life depressed, laying in bed, just wishing it would end. Not having the courage to actually make anything in, but just wishing it'd be over.
Let's go to Las Vegas!
I remember flying on the way back from Las Vegas one time. One of those things that I ask, lots of times, "What would I like to do? What would make me happy?"
I got the answer, "Why don't you go to Las Vegas with your friends? Take the last couple of $1,000 you got, go gamble it, have fun with your friends, get drunk, forget about life. Go to your friend's bachelor party, that would make you happy."
Guess what I did?
I went to my friend's bachelor party in Las Vegas. I got way euphoric over the top. I won on the craps table. I was dropping $1,000 chips. I was so drunk. Dropping these chips screaming, I woke all my friends up playing Eminem's horrible song, which was my favorite song for a while, Fack.
It's quite full of sexual shame, really nasty, kind of like my stand up that I just finished doing where I talk about all these embarrassing things in my life. Guess what? On the way back from Las Vegas, I'm in a plane wishing, praying, "just let this plane crash."
I felt so miserable and I just said:
God, let this end. I just wanted to be happy. What? What's wrong with that? I just wanted to be happy and have fun and I feel, god awful now. Would you just let this plane crash? Because everyone else would feel so sorry for me then: "Oh, poor Jerry, he died in a plane crash."
Then everyone would say such wonderful things about me: "Oh Jerry was such a great husband. Jerry was such a great son. He was such a great co-worker. He was this great YouTuber. Wow."
Instead of sitting there thinking probably what I'll do is just do this some time and just finally work up the courage to kill myself, and then everyone will be all ashamed, "Oh god, I can't believe he killed himself." If the plane crashed right now, it'd really take care of, wrap everything up so nicely.
You see, for me I've learned asking over and over what I want, what would make me happy, what would make me look good? I've asked that so many times that I got so miserable, I realized I literally couldn't stand to live that way anymore.
I know I will not continue to live that way anymore. I've done it too much, I can't stand it. I've had so many days like that plane flight back from Las Vegas, praying to God the plane would crash, an earthquake, going to work as a police officer hang over wishing maybe I'll do a traffic stop and someone will shoot me.
Then I'll be such a hero, everyone will just love me, "Jerry was such a great officer. Jerry, he came to work, he was so strong" when that's not how I felt. I felt like a miserable, filthy person. I always just sought relief from that, "What would I do to feel better? What can I do to feel good today?"
What can I do for others?
What I've learned is that all I have to do is ask, what can I do for others and I immediately get out of all of that which I sought to escape. I remember the last time I had a hangover, I prayed to God and I mention it, so I don't forget it.
I remember praying to God, "God please, I'll do anything to stop drinking."
I had this thought about going to Alcoholics Anonymous and what motivated me to actually go there was I thought if I went there, I might be able to help someone else with the same problem I had. That's what motivated me to say, "Yes, I will go there. I will do that."
Even though I was afraid to go there, even though I had a bunch of negative thoughts and ideas about what that was like, including saying that AA is for quitters for 10 years or so, I went anyway because I thought I was hopeless to solve my own problems, but I might be able to go help someone else with theirs.
Now, picture that a guy in bed with a hangover, who's never been able to stay sober his whole adult life thinking that he could go help someone else with something he can't do for himself. This is the ridiculous thing in life, if you really want to feel good and be happy, it requires being of service to others.
I don't know anyone in the world who has a happy life that I would want to have, who doesn't consider and practice serving others on a daily basis, who doesn't participate in life in the form of paying attention to and putting that time and energy into their relationships. I don't know anyone who isn't connected with other human beings who has a happy life.
I know lots of people who are frustrated and miserable, who take a lot of medication and/or drink a lot of alcohols, smoke a lot of weed, do a lot of other drugs. I know a lot of people who are miserable and frustrated and who keep going around doing the same thing that I used to do for most of my life, and I'm lucky I got to the point where the pain was too great that I simply couldn't stand to stay here on Earth without doing better. I'm lucky I was sensitive enough to reach the breaking point before my life was completely destroyed.
My father was not nearly as sensitive as me. He absolutely trashed his entire life and was about to do it again before he had the same awakening, so to speak, that he better start thinking about what other people needed him to do more than he thought about what he wanted to do.
It seems like dying though, to jump into this. It seems like dying to start thinking about, "What do other people need me to do instead of what I want to do?"
The mind thinks, "You're not going to have a life anymore." You might look at me and say, "Jerry, you don't have a life today. You don't do anything just for yourself." I try not to do anything just for myself because there's no point in doing anything just for myself.
I seek freedom from myself
I've done enough things for myself for my whole life. I have a family member that says that he feels like there's the objective version of himself, that wants to be of service and knows the right thing to do and he's connected to other people, and then there's this "myself," as he calls it. That is just selfish, that he just wants to get drunk, smoke cigarettes, play video games and not care about what anyone else wants.
I share this with you today because I seek freedom from myself, from that part of me who doesn't care at all what you want me to do. Now, I don't mean that you should just go jump off of a cliff because one person wants you to do that.
If you're in a crazy relationship and the other person wants you to go harm yourself or something, then I encourage to think of more people. In statistical terms, the sample size that you want is at least around 200 or so of a random sample to have an effective study.
That's why it's so easy to put out things with fake statistics. You get 10 or 20 people together, you do a little study on them, it can easily, by random chance alone, come out to prove your point. If you just do enough of those, you'll surely get one that proves your point no matter what.
What I find in my life is that I need to be plugged into what hundreds of people want me to do because that gives me a good solid point of view. What I used to do was only have a few people who I cared about their opinion, and if those people were in the middle of being sick and selfish, and thinking about what they wanted to do, it was easy for me to learn from them and say, "Well, they only care about what they want. I'm going to just do the same thing." When I'm connected and plugged into as many people's lives as possible, I get a well rounded point of view.
One person, one day might be a little frustrated and be thinking about themselves, but the other 140 people in my life aren't, and then I can identify when I'm the one person stalking them, thinking about myself again when I start doing those same thoughts as before.
It only takes me a few minutes to an hour or two of asking questions like: "What do I want to do? Why do I feel like this? How can I feel better?" It only starts by a few minutes to an hour or two, and I am utterly miserable.
I've a very sensitive threshold now to not being of service to others and that's good because when my life starts to hurt, all I have to do is remember what I've told you here today.
I'm not saying this out of thinking that it doesn't apply to me anymore, I'm saying this because I want to remember it later today.
Disney and dog poop!
My exercise for today in going to Disney with my family, is to remember if I even think of a question or start thinking about what myself wants like, "Well, what ride would I like to go to on Disney?" That doesn't matter. If I even think of a question like that, I want to observe how it makes me feel afterwards.
Often, just asking a question, "What do I want to do today?" I immediately start feeling anxious.
I don't know what I want to do today because it really doesn't matter what I want to do today. It matters what other people want me to do today.
Now, I'm not saying you should just go around to be a people pleaser, and then if someone asked you to go to pick up dog crap all day, and you don't have a dog, and you don't want to pick up dog crap, and hate how it smells, I'm not saying you just have to go say "yes" to every single thing that everyone asked you to do all the time.
But it might help, if you're feeling bad, to go help someone scoop up some poop and do something that maybe help someone else. You might actually feel better afterwards.
It's uncomfortable to pick my dog poop up off of someone else's lawn and I don't like it, but I know I feel good about who I am after I do it. My dogs eat vegan now, so it's real kind of runny and it's not like rock solid like it used to be with the all-meat diet they had.
It's kind of hard, it's all warm and kind of nasty and I don't like that. If you ask, I sure don't want to pick up my dogs' poop, but I do want to be happy. I feel like a good person knowing that I'm doing what everyone else collectively wants.
The guy who owns the house, his family, the kids that play in the neighborhood and run around, are able to step in dog poop I don't pick up, I feel good about knowing I'm doing what everyone else needs me to do by picking up that dog poop, by experiencing the brief discomfort of picking that up, I feel good the rest of my dog walk.
I'd leave one pile of dog poop there, and I start feeling selfish.
I start feeling like I'm not doing what other people need me to do. I'm grateful today you've shared this with me because this is a really powerful thing that helps me in my life, and I've only gotten to it because I want to live as I realize I will not live anymore as a selfish person who only considers, "What would I like to do today, what would make me happy?"
I've done it so many times I can't stand another day of it. That's why I have it to share with you today. I've learned from so many other people how to think about what you need me to do more than I think about what I would like to do.
Final words
Thank you very much for experiencing this episode of Happier People Podcast with me, which was originally filmed as the video below!
The feedback on the video was so positive that I spent about $100 to get this post created for you here out of the video, and then edited it prior to publishing! I appreciate you being here and I hope you have a wonderful day today.
If you found this post helpful on Steemit, would you please upvote it and follow me because you will then be able to see more posts like this in your home feed?
Love,
Jerry Banfield with edits by @gmichelbkk
@jerrybanfield - This one hit me hard! REALLY hard! This one came from WAY down under!!!!! - I might have missed others, but of what I have read from you... this post was unquestionably the most passionate one yet. I am actually gobstopped.
That quote right there, is the ENTIRE essence of life itself. How we make these "relationships" count is the absolute everything in this life. There is nothing before and beyond.
Nothing I say in this comment can really describe how much your words and the passion beneath them "klapped" me. (Afrikaans for smacked)
I love nothing more than getting to know people on a SOUL level and... this post has REALLY introduced me to YOU!
You are an amazing individual that has overcome seemingly impossible mountains. I admire you! Truly! LOVE what you shared in this!!!!!!!
@jaynie thank you for giving me a challenge on this reply as well because what you shared means a lot and it feels awkward trying to type that out somehow! I am very grateful to make a meaningful connection here and engage on the SOUL level instead of the surface! A few hours ago I remember smiling at what you shared in your post about getting to know yourself because of the courage you had to share and the same type of experiences in my life. I felt understood!
Nice work getting me to Google "gobstopped definition" because that is new to me! I appreciate you helping me see what I share that is most helpful!
Only a pleasure :) Being REAL can be a little awkward at times I suppose :)
hahaha... re. gobstopped... we learn something new everyday :)
@jerrybanfield many years ago, I learned from Les Brown that happiness was a skill. It took a daily commitment. On my own, I understood that one cannot let external forces affect how one feels on the inside.
Also, I discerned what were my values. Then I listed them in priority. This allowed me to have goals/dreams that were consistent with my values. Sociology and family is a category of goals. Goals often overlap and should be harmonious with one's overarching goal (which can change when fulfilled).
Certainly, nobody is an island. However, we have to choose people who reasonably blend with our values. It starts with trust and loyalty. Everything else is a bonus. Each of us is defined, by default, with the six people we spend the most time with. If this inner circle is family, then it is incumbent upon the hub to teach by example and to influence so that the family can be the support.
I work with children "diagnosed" as having ADD/ADHD. Almost always, the attention deficit begins with the parents. The parents do not pay attention to the child. They do not listen nor seek to learn from their prodigy. So the child of today gets his/her companionship from electronic devices held up close to the face. This, of course, interferes with REM sleep. This, in turn, retards physical, mental, and emotional growth. Additionally, continuous poor sleep is the leading cause of obesity. Then the child becomes a pariah to his/her peers.
Happiness is about relationships. Still, the first and most important one is with one's self.
Spot on!! Amazing comment!
@eco-alex Thank for your gracious words.
Yes thank u! Following u wise man
Yes @aedroberts! Love your comment and thank you for sharing your experience learning with Les Brown!
@jerrybanfield Thank you so very kindly.
Hi Jerry - I just began listening to you today via your 33 min Podcast introducing Steemit. Very helpful and looking forward to learning more from you in the near future.
"Happiness is about relationships. Still, the first and most important one is with one's self." So true!
@ishratamin Thank you; it's a privilege to be part of this thread.
I've been studying and listening to top mentors on and off for many years and Les Brown was one of the first that really helped me. Good to see that mention and credit given to Les.
What an excellent article, really hit home and stirred up a lot of old feelings and memories. First off, I'm so happy to have found another recovering alcoholic here on Steemit. The strength it takes to quit, and the vulnerability in sharing your past really has me feeling a lot of respect for you.
You really held nothing back! How long have you been dry for?
I loved the part where you said you first went to AA because you wanted to help others and then realized WTF after, that you couldn't even help yourself yet. That's pretty authentic.
Our selfish lives. Our selfish choices. Bang on. I resonate so much with the me me me thing. I cringe at my earlier life and how much I just wanted to please myself, not a thought at all of others. When I quit 10 years ago, it wasn't long after that I started really thinking and caring about others. And now it's just a natural way of BEing. It was like quitting was the catalyst, it took the fog out of my eyes and my mind, and I knew I had some serious karma to "pay back".
Congrats on your journey. You don't have no life, and it's cool that you recognize that. The me me me life, isn't a life. It's the path to hell. Yeah, life may be a little "boring" now at times, yet you are such an amazing Father and Husband, and Human Being. That's The LIFE! <3 <3 <3 Hugs!!
Lyndsay thank you for also sharing about being a recovering alcoholic and helping me see what I wrote was useful for you because this helps me see it too! My last drink was in April 2014 and I just got back from a great meeting tonight. It is challenging knowing how to connect online and thank you for speaking up yourself because then I feel better about having done it too!
You're doing such a great job, I look forward to reading more about your life and values. Glad I found yas!
Incredible insightful and your words carry a lot of truth Jerry. If you work at solving other people's problems, eventually all your problems will be solved. It's a very simple concept but much harder to put into action on a day to day basis. Your break down of the mental aspect of this problem is quite eye opening and very helpful. Great post and thank you!!
@orionschariot you're welcome and thank you for taking the time to read plus share what you thought here with us!
Man , you put allot of work into writing this stuff . I admire you for taking steemit as a full job , And for what i've saw , it pays . I only hope i can do the same one day .
I made this one for you
got my vote :D
Haha...so sexy!
LOL that's awesome thank you!
@fishmon thank you for noticing! Nice quote about being a goldfish on your profile!
@jerrybanfield what's your game of choice bro? you may have answered this in previous post haha but id like to know what you rock on your off time.
Barry Call of Duty and League of Legends and Battlefield were my main games for the last three years. For the last eight months I have been trying giving them all up and now it seems hard to imagine gaming again because it takes so much time at least the way I do it!
All classics, like your taste.
Yeah its all to easy to get caught up in the worlds these games create, its a marvel of technological accomplishments when you think about it. People all over the world connected in real time in a realm of fantasy (long way since Pac-man) I am a huge gaming nerd so I get it. But at the same time I'm a very driven person, which works for an against me sometimes. It helps that I enjoy and want to do so much all the time. How ever when it comes to video games my driven ego gets in the way of me stopping until I get to the level of skill I am satisfied with (which never comes) haha this is the dilemma of a motivated gamer ;D There is an upside to it though in moderation. we all need a guilty pleasure to enjoy to incentivize hard work.
cheers Jerry.
Always looking to help others, Jerry. You are a good dude and deserve the upvotes.
@jerrybanfield I'm really impressed with your sense of humour!! I really liked to resteemed it with my followers just because they were also read it this Amazing articles!!
@raghwendra thank you very much for resteeming!
@jerrybanfield, yesterday I wrote a blog,in which I stated
"Now the reason why these people don’t change their life for better is not because they don’t know what to do or how to do it, to change. At some point during counselling, the people reach a stage where they have all the necessary information and knowledge that they need to change in an instant. But then they still remain and stray back onto their past behaviour because they think that their feelings about the situation they are dealing with, is true.
So what’s really happening is that people respond to their feelings and not to their thoughts about a situation that is disturbing them. People never question their feelings. They believe that their feelings are making an accurate statement of their reality.
Simply put, your feelings define your response to a situation and not the thoughts about the situation."
Regarding happiness, I wrote in one of my other blogs...
"To put it simply, it does not matter what you do and where you are. You are always in the pursuit of happiness.
But then If we only wanted to be happy, it would be easy; but we want to be happier than other people, and that is almost always difficult, since we think them happier than they are.
And finally an important thing to remember. Let Happiness come in any manner. Be it through pleasure, passion or a purpose. Remember that Happiness lies within you. Happiness is never outside you. It's always within you. If you want to be happy, you can. No matter the external circumstances. Happiness is inside YOU."
These thoughts came to me after reading your blog. So just quoted my reply through my writing in my blogs.
@topdog honored to be on the same page with you! "Let Happiness come in any manner." I like that!
Unhappiness is the fundamental reason for growth. It's that nagging feel that makes you want to do better. life better, learn more, and strive for greatness. Being too content with where you are is somewhat dangerous, cause that means stagnation, and stagnation is never good. But , of course, that requires actually doing something.
Truth and grateful @voltsrage for sharing it here with us!
Well, there can be confusion sometimes when we can't define what we're feeling and we want from life. Sometimes, we want luxury, sometimes we want power, sometimes we want only peace. But reality is what we really want is -- self satisfactiom which majority of people are never able to get no matter what they do with their life. No matter how much you earn daily, no matter how happening you life is, sometimes a piece of you is missing and that piece is worth all your money. That piece must be found and for that sometimes we are willing to do everything in my power to get that piece back. So, the simple solution is -- live your life with down to earth approach, value people and be kind to others. This way we can make our life worthy of living . Thank you @jerrybanfield sir for this deep and great article on life perspective :)
You're welcome Salman!
It is definitely the things that we do for others and the impact that we have on them that makes us better or feel better. It is more blessed to give than receive.
GREAT REFLECTION in a world where people run when ask a tiny favor. If we can help each other, the world will be for us, and not for the evil 1% that brainwash and divide humans to stay in power ...
"How may I help" - the question I ask myself every day. When I change my attitude from getting to GIVING my business has evolved. I can recommend "Go-Giver" book. It's game changing guide for every entrepreneur. Thanks @jerrybanfield for great post :)
Great post sir.. i think it is more like just be happy and content for what you have and follow things that make you happy
just by taking the time to write you take a step forward from engaging the better part of ya brain. keep it up, you can still video game too! :)
Great and useful post as always @jerrybanfield! I always watch your YouTube videos!
@tekdong thank you for watching on YouTube and still commenting on here!
No pierdan tiempo buscando la felicidad...la felicidad como estado no existe...la vida esta hecha de momentos...momentos felices y momentos infelices...y vivir un momento infeliz no significa que no vas a volver a vivir momentos felices y viceversa...entonces en vez de buscar la felicidad vivi la mayor cantidad de momentos felices que puedas...y despues hay momentos para hacer balances y ver si viviste mas momentos felices que infelices...en mi caso por suerte vivi muchos pero muchos mas momentos felices que infelices
Do not waste time looking for happiness ... happiness as a state does not exist ... life is made of moments ... happy moments and unhappy moments ... and living an unhappy moment does not mean that you are not going to live again moments Happy and vice versa ... then instead of looking for happiness lived as many happy moments as you can ... and then there are moments to make balances and see if you lived more happy times than unhappy ... in my case by luck I lived Many but many more happy moments than unhappy
Always a pleasure
Thanks for sharing that story.
Here in Brazil there's a trend in the shamanism/ayahuasca scene that I really like, whereby people like to say "estamos juntos" (we're together). I really like it as you can feel various levels of meanings within it. Like, we all suffer the agony of existence together, you're not alone in that suffering, or, you're not alone, you have friends, we're here for you. It nods to the social (errr...and possibly heading into quantum physics type-level) inter-connectivity between all of us. I thought you might resonate with it.
Estamos juntos! <3
I think happiness come from self not the others, based on my experience and take my long time to think and realize.
2 years passed very quickly and many things I experienced, when when in my spare time, I had time to think what happiness is,
Then some questions arise from my mind,
Will I be happy with wealth?
Whether with the position and respected people I will be happy?
How can i be happy if only live for myself?
At the same time I miss home, with all the memories and the people I love
The hard times for me to decide which to choose
Work and my dreams or share happiness with my loved ones
1 week passed, and I decided to stop working
After returning home, I realized that the decision I took was right,
Now I am with people I love, share and work together, make the same vision
Although when I go home I do not bring a lot of money at least I feel more comfortable, and realize what is happiness, togetherness and sharing to others encourages me to live life
Happiness comes from the self, not from the judgment of others
Sorry for long post, just share based on my real story
Thank you for posting, I feel in pursuing happiness we normally find new ways to keep ourselves from finding it. Happiness is always there...inside, all we have to do is allow it to be.
Its always a pleasure to read of your journey.
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amaizing post Jerry. Thank u very much.
Man, you've done it again. Organizing yourself to write useful articles and each time different subject and interesting. Keep it up.
You're a great writer. I really do believe you can change a lot of people's lives. Keep up the great work!
Really useful post,thank you! and I speccially agree we can not live without company, although there are meanings that for peace you have to know to be alone
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Thanks for taking the time to post this! A lot of your posts seem very deep. Thanks for encouraging me to think deeper about things as well!
great post, you are great jerry
Wow jerry, sometime u make me want to cry! Thank u for your incredibly open sharings
What's up with the red t-shirt?
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@jerrybanfield It must take you a crazy amount of time to put so much time and thought into each and every post you do... I'd say how much I respect you're awesomeness but I've already told you that lol.
Great topic, I'd also like to mention how this applies to an employee in the work environment. I'm lucky to work at a thriving, incredibly fast-growing software company so there's plenty of opportunities for growth. I've been trying to expand my role and had been asking myself that exact question, what do I want to do...and the answer was along the lines of "liquor store, vodka, poker and video games"...not surprisingly, I hadn't advanced at all. Recently, I started asking my boss what I can do to help the team, talked with colleagues to find out where they had trouble, and realized we could use more assistance on aspects of internal training, which just so happens to be an area I have experience in. It looks like I'll be getting an opportunity to help our team there as well now...needless to say, I'm pumped!!
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