THIS is what I missed. People awake and just being themselves.
Okay, Okay...I missed .... my everything too. BUT I missed people to laugh with and having to think before I type out a reply... even knowing what I type will be lame :D
Yet people here accept my lameness and know I mean well :D
Thank YOU for making me smile!!
Now do not get turned into a Zombie that eats peeps.. cuz, think of how much dental floss you would have to buy..
Kicking back doing whatever puts a perma-grin on my face. I was a bit worried there for a minute and thought I'd have to sit and talk to myself. Now I'm drinking midnight coffee because lame is fun. You're welcome and again, it's good to see you. I been missing a lot of you folks out there. I'll do my best to not get zombified. But some of these people look so damn tasty...
My experience here is literally nothing without the people who help create the experiences.
Spent a lot of my years feeling stepped on and pushed aside. It made me bitter for a time and I'll still keep my distance or create space if those alarm bells start ringing. But this whole experience has been a lifesaver for me. I don't take it for granted. My past dictates one slip is all it takes yet I've been slipping and sliding all over the place and haven't lost everyone. When it's quiet I naturally internalize that like I've done something wrong so when people show up it's a huge relief and I'm happy to see them. People being happy to see me and being kind with compliments and stuff is still something I struggle to process but I'm learning to get used to that as well. Just roll with it. Go with the flow. I see them, acknowledge them internally, accept them, but quickly try to change the subject... LOL!
That's the only off I put on.
THIS is what I missed. People awake and just being themselves.
Okay, Okay...I missed .... my everything too. BUT I missed people to laugh with and having to think before I type out a reply... even knowing what I type will be lame :D
Yet people here accept my lameness and know I mean well :D
Thank YOU for making me smile!!
Now do not get turned into a Zombie that eats peeps.. cuz, think of how much dental floss you would have to buy..
Kicking back doing whatever puts a perma-grin on my face. I was a bit worried there for a minute and thought I'd have to sit and talk to myself. Now I'm drinking midnight coffee because lame is fun. You're welcome and again, it's good to see you. I been missing a lot of you folks out there. I'll do my best to not get zombified. But some of these people look so damn tasty...
Thank You for sharing that. I do not take compliments well but know it really meant the world to me to hear it both times you wrote it.
It is something I have worked on the whole time since I was here.
and we do grow on a person, don't we? Something about this place sets souls free IF you let it and are here for the right reasons.
I hope your Monday is going well!!
My experience here is literally nothing without the people who help create the experiences.
Spent a lot of my years feeling stepped on and pushed aside. It made me bitter for a time and I'll still keep my distance or create space if those alarm bells start ringing. But this whole experience has been a lifesaver for me. I don't take it for granted. My past dictates one slip is all it takes yet I've been slipping and sliding all over the place and haven't lost everyone. When it's quiet I naturally internalize that like I've done something wrong so when people show up it's a huge relief and I'm happy to see them. People being happy to see me and being kind with compliments and stuff is still something I struggle to process but I'm learning to get used to that as well. Just roll with it. Go with the flow. I see them, acknowledge them internally, accept them, but quickly try to change the subject... LOL!
I have become a master at this :D
Oh! Look at that orange bird flying over there :D See it? LOL
It also sounds like we have both been on a lot of the same journey here. It's good to know I am not alone in how I think.
We're all thinkers in some sort of thoughtful way.