Hey ^^)
Guess I can't avoid the long comments sometimes.. There is always so much to be said..
For a moment thought that it might have happened the same to You o~0 ..
I'm just messing around ^^Þ..
Yeah I don't mind at all, there is always the option of not even reading them, although I've enjoyed every memo with post links, maybe a couple were not my topics of interest still were a good read and deserved support, the story, is turning gradually into history =|, after all we're supposedly trying to survive the 6th mass extinction..
About posting, I'm not feeling that well, a lot down lately and maybe a bit sad or even depressed, saturated of a lot bulls#$% and ignorant people physically around me, add to that a lot of loneliness that used to be solitude but, sigh..
The militia would definitely be a good thing, and I'm against violence but, things are getting to a point were someone has to do something so the people around wake up and have a reaction, not apathy and submission to governments, but I'm no Bruce Wayne full of resources nor have the looks anymore so, I don't really know what a low "hero" that lost his bicycle can do..
Don't worry I'll say something once in a while, whenever allowed by the mind..
All the best brother,
Cy
Hello again, my friend!
Do you want to be a soldier? Or are you already a soldier? What do you normally do? Why lonely? Although one is born alone and will die alone, however from time to time it is good to seek companionship. Maybe a girlfriend? A friend is also very important.
Why are you always so busy? Take time to enjoy life. Life is only one. (YOLO?)
Don't you want to post? How come you don't want to post, if you write some super long comments, making a post for you must be like sneezing! Hehehe
Some time ago I made a telegram channel, but I don't know if it works, only my younger brother has entered, hehehe
https://t.me/joinchat/IO21tRUBKy7aFucpsNuJ8w
Drop some letters over there if you like. Telegram has great stickers!
For as much as I would love to answer in few words, I can only do so much, and will try my best to summarize..
I really hate the military (not the persons, the institution) but, am actually a "saint" soldier (Sikh)..Normally I have to deal with 50 to 100 daily e-mails, from those select the right petitions, surveys (how I make some change for quite a while now), newsletters from the most various topics (science, medicine, technology, spirituality, truth..), non-MSM news, all the activism contacts to help from animal to human rights, passing by a multitude of matters, try to study and understand the propaganda that creates "reality" all around us and the most efficient way that I can fight back, by whatever means available (can't actually talk about most of it..), and so You understand how much of my time just that consumes, it's already 2:57 in the morning and there are more than 30 e-mails in the inbox and other folders, from yesterday..In a while I have to do my daily routines as Sikh, if I want to keep my sanity and in Truth, to be and have some peace, and my neighbours are d#$%s, for as much as I would love to, rarely see my kids or can be with them..My mother is a stubborn 'piece', she helps somewhat, at the same time makes my life, her and from my kids a living hell (and neither my kids nor my mother live here with me), I don't have friends around me (a couple maybe, at the weekends, to do nothing but play games.. sigh..), all the other friends are far away and we don't have that much contact, have I said already that my neighbours are complete d#$%s (deep breaths Cyber, relax, You should not kill the SOB's, recognize the little bits of Creator in them..)..Have been living alone in a too damn big house for a single person for quite a long time, 13 Years maybe with only sporadic company of passing people in need of help and a couple of friends.. A lover in my life would do wonders, or a secretary to help with all the non-paid work, I don't have time for myself cause the majority of population have lost humanity and let the elites make of them puppets on strings..Enjoy life.. How could I be such an hypocrite to enjoy life while conscious of all the mind control involved in the so called "enjoyment of life" available around, after a battle of 9 months (my first big one) to don't allow the destruction of the last piece of nature around here, only to fail cause the only person that was by my side gave up after 1 month or so, and that was enough for the loss, still I've learned a lot about humanity, or the lack of it, had to run from bullets, to rest without sleep, without resources, food or pretty much any basic necessity..My father vanished and could give a big hand in a lot of issues that actually matter for the world, but I understand him, he probably felt the same thing when he was my age back then and simply did not knew how to deal with it, can't blame him, nor my mother to be honest, even with all the b"#$&%1t, she was also another slave of this system and is too old now and ill to wake up..It's not that I don't want to post, it's something that I'm not able to do for no reason, with no inspiration, with all the sadness and tears I barely manage to breath much less draw, paint, write, shoot some photographies, can't sleep, eat or do anything.. I agree that making 1 post or 100 would be like a sneeze but, if I was inspired, and had strength left inside me (I know I have and that pisses me off even more, but I know its wrong so I continue, instead of putting a f#$%&g rope in the neck and ending all this), I would definitely be very creative, always was since a very young age, but lost everything, even my teeth so, there is not much of a hope for me now beside continue to fight until a miracle happens (probably by mistake, otherwise I don't see it happen, and I have to be grateful for life and what I have, F$%& all of this.. I want human companion, animals, nature, not cement and tar, cars, and narcissistic mundane futility as I see every time I go out..)..I won't join telegram, not because I don't want to talk with You, but because I don't use one of the biggest mind control tools available at the moment, mobile phones SMART phones or any device of the genre, I don't use one, the same way I don't use Wi-Fi, and barely touch in the microwave (only by necessity when time don't allow to heat something in a pan, every second count..)..Plus this computer is decent but not enough, my previous one had a bit more capacity but burned and I don't have that much funds, nor accept handouts from governments, don't have a freaking slave job from 9 to 5 because what is available are life stealing jobs that are not even honest, don't pay any taxes in other hand I am being greatly f#$%ed by this slave system for it, it's difficult to do everything as I used to..Well, these were 20 + minutes I took off to answer You, in the most brief way I could find, sorry to bother You with my shitty "life quest"..My head hurts and I still have a lot to do..I'll drop by once in a while, You too keep in touch brother, all the best.Cy
It's good to let off steam, my friend. I admire your dedication to whatever you do. Surely you sleep very little. But at a certain age in our lives, you don't get much sleep until you're an old man.
The important thing is that you feel good doing what you do, that you feel happy internally and that you feel that you have found your vocation in life.
I'm glad you answered me. But I don't want to take time away from your busy life. However, from time to time I will be bothering you to receive the words of Jesus Christ who is the one who saves!
Hahahahaha... Surely you put the face of the little monkey again...
I just want to put a smile on your face, my friend!
Keep in touch!
Thank You for the understanding ^^) but You didn't took any time from me, I've decided to answer and could not done it so no worries, and You don't bother me, I like talking with You ;)
But I have to disagree with that age / sleep relation, from what I've learned from older people I've met, one gets less sleep the older one gets =XI know I should feel good, and to a degree I do, but it's more of a responsibility and principle thing, sometimes (more than I like) I have to put "my" likes to the side and just do what is right for the "grater good"..And if You're coming from time to time to tell me about my words I'm not into it x), Jesus is my family name, there were no character named Jesus and Christ is a 'title'.. So at most I agree with the conscious of Christ because there were no character named Jesus and we can all become like Christ but that is another story..That's hilarious
So... You name is Jesus? mine is Jose, we need a Mary
The word "anointed", I didn't know it in English. Now I know it, it means Ungido in my language.
That word reminds me of a guy who's got oil all over his body. I don't know why but is funny to me
I mean the word (just in case)
So... you don't like to use Telegram... I only use it on my computer I don't have a smartphone.
They are very expensive and dangerous, I say this not because they damage your health (well in part too), but I mean that it calls the attention of thieves and endangers the life of one here. It could be said that it is dangerous for health because of lead contamination. The material the bullets are made of
Have a nice day too, my friend!
HAHA, we need a Mary, I can always call on my mother, her name is Maria x)
And in documents since I've not updated them and intend to keep it that way, I'm still Ricardo Jesus but since my conversion to the Sikh Path my name changed to Ricardo Jesus Singh ;ÞOh, that I didn't knew for sure, the word ungido is the same in Portuguese..I laughed a lot with Family guy's oiled man. I love the show. He is the real "El Ungido"
Wow. Your comments @cyberspacegod are indeed mindblowing! :)
Would you mind sharing with me what do you do for living? I'm so very curious.
Yours
Piotr
=)
Yeah, I'm a little box of surprises..At the moment I'm a full-time Steemian (not going that well still..), answer surveys online for a lot of different companies, and whenever I have the opportunity to grab small jobs like computer repairs, tutoring, or pretty much anything I have experience or knowledge..The last couple of jobs I've had were both in grocery shops, in one of them I didn't even accepted money to set an example (money sucks), before that I've worked in a local Game Arena/Shop (it closed because the owner never listened to the workers, and it was such an amazing work), as an IT Technical Administrator at one of the national ISP's, worked in restaurants, construction, in the National Institute of Statistics, and done lot of other things..But, no longer sign contracts and only receive if not in an "official" way, I refuse to pay any sort of taxes and contribute to any government or state war funds..Since I don't need much, have food available, plus I'm growing some of it in the house, and fortunately this is my own house so I don't have to pay rent, the rest of the expenses, I've been lucky to have who pay them when my funds are low, although at this point I'm in a mood that I don't really care, and if something goes terrible wrong I'll leave to live far away in a forest or something like that, is not like if I've never lived without a house before..Getting pretty tired of the city..All the best brother,Cy
I see you've had a productive life friend, working with the public is difficult. I worked in a business that offers internet, what we call here a cyberCafe. The public is hard! And that phrase that the client is right... It's not always true!
I also worked at the National Institute of Statistics. Hehehe
He was nice but very boring.
For the country situation, I live from Steemit and one or the other small work creating programming routines in Php or C# or any other language (Python not yet).
I'm an indoor cat! So, I don't like the forest to live in.
Keepiiiing in toooouch
Guess You can say that about my life, I think of it otherwise..
A CyberCafe seems cool, around here there were a couple CyberCafe's, but they closed some years ago =XYeah dealing with customers can be hard sometimes..So at the NSI, have You noticed them cheating and manipulating statistics to deceive people through the media, or maybe You weren't in a position were that was possible or they do it more covertly around there?!Awesome, You code! I used to, but it was killing me, spending 3 maybe 4 days awake in front of the computer.. and around here, well that doesn't matter..That is a shame, You've been domesticated =(, and I understand how it may seem good but, it doesn't matter also, but I'll say that nature does not "create" "indoor cats", humans with delusions of grandeur do..I've laughed a lot when I've started writing this comment, the old drum stool I use to sit at the computer broke!! Had it temporarily fixed (or so I thought), and as soon I try to sit it broke again xD, had to leave the comment, go grab some tools, and repair it, just had to cut 2 pieces of metal turn on of them upside down.. Took care of food, and felt tired cause haven't sleep that well lately so I've went to bed after eating and brooming the house, and freakin' overslept it, but had most of the work done for yesterday so it's ok, sorry about the delay here..CheersI'm so sorry for your drum stool, buddy
No worries, fixed it, it's what I usually do, until the moment when whatever is broken can't be fixed anymore nor repurposed, only then I throw it away ;Þ
So... Do you use Discord?
Amazing comment @cyberspacegod
You nailed it! :D
Loved reading it. I seriously appreciate your time and effort.
Yours,
Piotr
Heheh,
Cy