Hello again, my friend!
Do you want to be a soldier? Or are you already a soldier? What do you normally do? Why lonely? Although one is born alone and will die alone, however from time to time it is good to seek companionship. Maybe a girlfriend? A friend is also very important.
Why are you always so busy? Take time to enjoy life. Life is only one. (YOLO?)
Don't you want to post? How come you don't want to post, if you write some super long comments, making a post for you must be like sneezing! Hehehe 
Some time ago I made a telegram channel, but I don't know if it works, only my younger brother has entered, hehehe
https://t.me/joinchat/IO21tRUBKy7aFucpsNuJ8w
Drop some letters over there if you like. Telegram has great stickers!
For as much as I would love to answer in few words, I can only do so much, and will try my best to summarize..
I really hate the military (not the persons, the institution) but, am actually a "saint" soldier (Sikh)..Normally I have to deal with 50 to 100 daily e-mails, from those select the right petitions, surveys (how I make some change for quite a while now), newsletters from the most various topics (science, medicine, technology, spirituality, truth..), non-MSM news, all the activism contacts to help from animal to human rights, passing by a multitude of matters, try to study and understand the propaganda that creates "reality" all around us and the most efficient way that I can fight back, by whatever means available (can't actually talk about most of it..), and so You understand how much of my time just that consumes, it's already 2:57 in the morning and there are more than 30 e-mails in the inbox and other folders, from yesterday..In a while I have to do my daily routines as Sikh, if I want to keep my sanity and in Truth, to be and have some peace, and my neighbours are d#$%s, for as much as I would love to, rarely see my kids or can be with them..My mother is a stubborn 'piece', she helps somewhat, at the same time makes my life, her and from my kids a living hell (and neither my kids nor my mother live here with me), I don't have friends around me (a couple maybe, at the weekends, to do nothing but play games.. sigh..), all the other friends are far away and we don't have that much contact, have I said already that my neighbours are complete d#$%s (deep breaths Cyber, relax, You should not kill the SOB's, recognize the little bits of Creator in them..)..Have been living alone in a too damn big house for a single person for quite a long time, 13 Years maybe with only sporadic company of passing people in need of help and a couple of friends.. A lover in my life would do wonders, or a secretary to help with all the non-paid work, I don't have time for myself cause the majority of population have lost humanity and let the elites make of them puppets on strings..Enjoy life.. How could I be such an hypocrite to enjoy life while conscious of all the mind control involved in the so called "enjoyment of life" available around, after a battle of 9 months (my first big one) to don't allow the destruction of the last piece of nature around here, only to fail cause the only person that was by my side gave up after 1 month or so, and that was enough for the loss, still I've learned a lot about humanity, or the lack of it, had to run from bullets, to rest without sleep, without resources, food or pretty much any basic necessity..My father vanished and could give a big hand in a lot of issues that actually matter for the world, but I understand him, he probably felt the same thing when he was my age back then and simply did not knew how to deal with it, can't blame him, nor my mother to be honest, even with all the b"#$&%1t, she was also another slave of this system and is too old now and ill to wake up..It's not that I don't want to post, it's something that I'm not able to do for no reason, with no inspiration, with all the sadness and tears I barely manage to breath much less draw, paint, write, shoot some photographies, can't sleep, eat or do anything.. I agree that making 1 post or 100 would be like a sneeze but, if I was inspired, and had strength left inside me (I know I have and that pisses me off even more, but I know its wrong so I continue, instead of putting a f#$%&g rope in the neck and ending all this), I would definitely be very creative, always was since a very young age, but lost everything, even my teeth so, there is not much of a hope for me now beside continue to fight until a miracle happens (probably by mistake, otherwise I don't see it happen, and I have to be grateful for life and what I have, F$%& all of this.. I want human companion, animals, nature, not cement and tar, cars, and narcissistic mundane futility as I see every time I go out..)..I won't join telegram, not because I don't want to talk with You, but because I don't use one of the biggest mind control tools available at the moment, mobile phones SMART phones or any device of the genre, I don't use one, the same way I don't use Wi-Fi, and barely touch in the microwave (only by necessity when time don't allow to heat something in a pan, every second count..)..Plus this computer is decent but not enough, my previous one had a bit more capacity but burned and I don't have that much funds, nor accept handouts from governments, don't have a freaking slave job from 9 to 5 because what is available are life stealing jobs that are not even honest, don't pay any taxes in other hand I am being greatly f#$%ed by this slave system for it, it's difficult to do everything as I used to..Well, these were 20 + minutes I took off to answer You, in the most brief way I could find, sorry to bother You with my shitty "life quest"..My head hurts and I still have a lot to do..I'll drop by once in a while, You too keep in touch brother, all the best.Cy
It's good to let off steam, my friend. I admire your dedication to whatever you do. Surely you sleep very little. But at a certain age in our lives, you don't get much sleep until you're an old man.
The important thing is that you feel good doing what you do, that you feel happy internally and that you feel that you have found your vocation in life.
I'm glad you answered me. But I don't want to take time away from your busy life. However, from time to time I will be bothering you to receive the words of Jesus Christ who is the one who saves!
Hahahahaha... Surely you put the face of the little monkey again...
I just want to put a smile on your face, my friend!
Keep in touch!
Thank You for the understanding ^^) but You didn't took any time from me, I've decided to answer and could not done it so no worries, and You don't bother me, I like talking with You ;)
But I have to disagree with that age / sleep relation, from what I've learned from older people I've met, one gets less sleep the older one gets =XI know I should feel good, and to a degree I do, but it's more of a responsibility and principle thing, sometimes (more than I like) I have to put "my" likes to the side and just do what is right for the "grater good"..And if You're coming from time to time to tell me about my words I'm not into it x), Jesus is my family name, there were no character named Jesus and Christ is a 'title'.. So at most I agree with the conscious of Christ because there were no character named Jesus and we can all become like Christ but that is another story..That's hilarious
So... You name is Jesus? mine is Jose, we need a Mary
The word "anointed", I didn't know it in English. Now I know it, it means Ungido in my language.
That word reminds me of a guy who's got oil all over his body. I don't know why but is funny to me
I mean the word (just in case)
So... you don't like to use Telegram... I only use it on my computer I don't have a smartphone.
They are very expensive and dangerous, I say this not because they damage your health (well in part too), but I mean that it calls the attention of thieves and endangers the life of one here. It could be said that it is dangerous for health because of lead contamination. The material the bullets are made of
Have a nice day too, my friend!
HAHA, we need a Mary, I can always call on my mother, her name is Maria x)
And in documents since I've not updated them and intend to keep it that way, I'm still Ricardo Jesus but since my conversion to the Sikh Path my name changed to Ricardo Jesus Singh ;ÞOh, that I didn't knew for sure, the word ungido is the same in Portuguese..I laughed a lot with Family guy's oiled man. I love the show. He is the real "El Ungido"
Is it "El Ungido" or "Lo Ungido", maybe I'm confusing 1st with 3rd person, or objects and people =x ?! And I answer here, I do use Discord ^^P (hit me with a server where You are and I join if You want to ;)..)
But watch out cause..