Oh darling I feel for you so much. I know that feeling, and though I haven't experienced what you have, I feel like that when I go to school, which for me is the only way I can earn good money. My body goes into panic mode with PTSD and it's all I can do to get to the end of the day. I get two days done and I have to take rest of week off. The body's trauma makes life so hard. I know what it means to be edgy in company xxx but at the same time long for a normal life with normal connections.
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I feel like after that exposure or spending time some around people, I feel so depleted. I need friends who won't consume mental and physical energy.
Anyway thanks for this post. I know I am not alone. I'm working on improving and healing myself however difficult. :)
Healing is a life long journey, my friend. Baby steps and self care xx