I am taking therapies, in fact 4 types of therapies, I don't even know their name. When I was a teenager, I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia though my current doctors feel I have got the wrong treatment at that moment. But the good thing is I don't have this chronic disease now but I have developed PTSD and Depression including Cognitive dissonance. My brain and mind always create imaginary stories based on real traumas that triggered me in different circumstances. I have a unique brain that picks up very specific personals and situation and create an imaginary story in my mind that seems real, unfortunately. Few feelings and stories are so obsessive that I cannot even feel comfortable to explain and I feel guilty and ashamed... My Psychologist told me that this is happening due to excessive stress and traumas...
Thanks for sharing the true incident, I have seen this kind of people who believe in voodoo or black magic and have psychotic breaks down...
All I can say it keep fighting. I'm certain it is truly difficult and as you know its no all "just in your head". I'd also recommend trying not to feel guilty or ashamed. If you are doing the best with what you have there is no guilt of shame in that..if your mind if playing tricks on you that's not your fault...unless your not trying to get better.
Thanks for the reply 😀 ... and thanks for your hard work in the Actifit community 😉